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Im alive
everything is pretty shitty
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[26 May 2008|05:19pm] |
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I think im going to write in this more like i used to. I used to so much before myspace came around. Lets see, I"m still alive just spent 77 days in jail for the pot charge from last year and everything else is shitty. I miss the old days and old friends
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[11 Aug 2007|09:44am] |
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hey guys im back and not doing drugs anymore. the month in jail sucked. i still have my old cell phone 321 9406
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[08 Mar 2007|10:34pm] |
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blah more will be explained soon
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[16 Oct 2006|02:38am] |
i think the old me has come back. I went through an epihany this afternoon that only i can understand. kim split and 8th of this weird ecuadoran strain of mushroom with me and i tripped for hours. During that time i found life meaningless to the point that it didnt feel worth living. like i had spent so much money on drugs lately and never thought of whats really good for me, like school. Lately, well since the begging of school last year i was trying to make things seem like they did when i was in 9th and 10th grade. The memories were so strong and thats what i lived off of. Then i realized that i have been trying to suck the life out of everything i find entertaining. To the point where it just ends up seeming like nothing and i go back to where i started. I just have to relax and let life take me on its journey.
On a lighter note my car got totaled last thursday. YES, another BMW down the toilet but this time it WASNT my fault. So insurance money will buy me a new one.
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[08 Oct 2006|09:10am] |
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Adventure Today!
I got fired from my job today working for the cingular agent on clark. haha with josh at the same time. This proabally happened because my new district manager started her runs in sarasota today and discovered that i put a sign up in the lakewood ranch store saying "Closed today in observance of a religous holiday". After all was said and done i spat on the DM, said they aren't going to stay open for much longer and then called her a stupid blonde bitch. I got plenty of satisfaction from that because she was a rude bitch to me when i met her a month ago. I think both stores are going down the shitter because:
1. they dont advertise
2. 6.50hr + comission sucks
3. they wont try to compete with corporate promotions
4. there is 2 employees to run 2 stores with no one applying for the job (hopefully they quit too)
I never want to work for a corporation again unless its one that cares about its employees like chik-fil-a or starbucks. I'm an entrepreneur and not just some number that dosent mean anything.
SO EVERYONE GIVE ME JOB IDEAS
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[26 Sep 2006|06:45pm] |
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Im finnaly starting to get the idea that i have to try to pass MCC haaa. Ive just needed more motivation and less weed smoking in the parking lot with kyle. My job is going alright. I do whatever the hell i want and close the store when ever i want to run various errands. Like today me and josh copied our asses and it was disturbing. Once the weather gets cold i should have a better outlook on life
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[14 Aug 2006|07:53pm] |
Everything is peachy except for my grandma pissing me off everytime i walk in the door "I told you not to get one of those damn german cars we all told you!" me- "SHUTUP! SHUTUP!". Yes, my car broke saturday night and its proabally the fuel pump. So im without for a few days.
Today i started my job at the cingular store on clark. I actually have to wear a suit without the jacket. I make it look trendy.
I'm starting to get over not being in school when everyone else is. Thats gonna stop come the 21st, I'll be going to MCC monday, wednesday, friday. At least its more relaxed and free than highschool, you can walk around smoking cigarettes!
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[07 Aug 2006|02:08am] |
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I thought of now to be the perfect time to update. Ive only made like two this whole summer and i dont know why. I just been too lazy. Right now I sit here pretty high at 2am thinking about how highschool has passed by for me. I kinda miss going. It makes me feel weird i dont have to wake up tomorrow. So i sit here wondering what to do next. I should be starting at MCC aug 21st so then maybe it will feel the same.
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[11 Jul 2006|06:19pm] |
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ive come to the conclusion that people suck and girls will always ditch me for no apparent reason. Proabally because ive been an asshole lately but thats because you cant hangout with me and thats not just one person. So the past two weekends have been spent getting drunk at alexs house waiting for that phone call that never seems to happen.
other than that ive been working 40hours a week learning cool skills. yey the only thing i have to look forward to is what im gonna do at work tomorrow.
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[15 Jun 2006|06:40pm] |
My life remains confusing but seems to be going alright. Little things wont stop pissing me off like shit going missing from my car and stupid girls. The biggest blow was my starter going out on my car yesterday and it wont even get looked at till thursday unless i find another mechanic.
My new job is doing fine. For those who dont know I'm a tile setter now. I havent set any yet but im getting pretty good at cutting them and lifting stuff. It's a good trade to know.
My band's show at The Tavern last saturday was our best yet and we have two coming up next weekend in Ocala on the 23rd and Orlando on the 24th.
I'm going to try and find the willingness to update this more often. Everything happening to me lately has been a pretty good story to explain
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[23 May 2006|01:48pm] |
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the past week has been so dismal in celebration of ending highschool. Ive just been fucked up since wednesday i think and last night was the first full nights sleep in my own bed but i still passed out next to a hot pocket i took one bite of. Going back to saturday I graduated with an amazing 2.0000 GPA. The lowest possible GPA. I was so close to not graduating and i was completly tired of every aspect of highschool. After graduation i recived a large sum of money and my dad filled me a keg of yuengling and that was nice. So i celebrated the whole night at Alex Mace's house. The keg only got half way cashed because of the large amount of alcohol at his house. Last nigh stu knew some random riverview preppy girl that was having a get together so i unless a pack of jocks on the keg and it got cashed. I was happy
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[14 May 2006|04:31pm] |
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graduation next saturday. thats all i gotta say
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[06 May 2006|01:14am] |
tonight fucking blowed. All the awesome plans fell through and the one girl id rather hangout with, things always get in the way so ill proabally never get to hang out with her : (
Graduation is soo soon and im excited cause i think im actually going to graduate! tuesday i officaly got kicked out of my english class forever cause i beat my head against the desk and i guess it startled or disturbed poor mrs laughlin. But i was a good things cause now all i gotta do is go sit in this room during 7th and finish my senior english project and hang out with cool administrators
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[23 Apr 2006|08:28pm] |
prom fucking sucked
i left early by myslef
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[15 Apr 2006|12:37pm] |
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yesterday i was content with myself for the first time in so long. Caitlyn Turner brought me to her dads ranch and we drove way into and we went drifting in my car through the field doing 360's and what not. Then Pj got a keg and we dropped at turtle and every single clich of kids was there 150+ people it was intense and then there was a ghetto fight and i watched. After 2 hours of raging the cops finnaly came everyone left and got another keg and partied in the same spot untill 3 but i left at 1130 and hung out with alex, kenzi, april and emily drank malt iquor and got really high ontop of the 4 perk 7.5's i already ate so i was long gone. I ended up passing out at the house kenzi was watching.
I can only hope tongiht will be as good as the last : )
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[03 Apr 2006|10:41pm] |
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A crazy spring break it was but no deep memories will be left like the past 4 years. those memories mostly lie in my freshman and sophmore years. This weekend was a nice gettaway from everything tho. I went with the cheapshots to adam clinch's house at UF and partied all weekend. Both nights were intense. Saturday morning i woke up in a sleeping bag on the kitchen floor next to the floating keg. I reached for the tap and sucked up beer air (blahhh) so i let up a cigarette and then wandered around the house. The thing about these college kids, (and alot of people were at the parties both nights) nothing gets stolen, no fights occur, and everyone has the best time. The only stuff that gets wrecked is caused by one of the people that lives there. Ha adam smashes a chair then im sitting on the couch with no shirt on covered in marker and he just kicks the coffee table full of half empty beer cups on me. One of the best parts was when we threw the TV off the roof onto a fire hydrant. Good times, but for now theres only like 7weeks left of public school for me? yay
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[20 Mar 2006|11:43pm] |
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I havent updated this in a very long time. Lots of things have happened to me but none of them good enough to explain. I still linger on memories of my past few years but people change and i move on. Im a wreck from not getting enough sleep because of school, working 40+hours a week and party. Everything will be awesome once i pay off all of my tickets and start paying my dad for my car. All i want right now is a good paying job, no highschool and my own house or apartment. Once that happens ill be content : )
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[22 Feb 2006|11:07pm] |
sooo i bought adriaan kirchner's car and i found out i can drive a stickshift
1994 BMW 318i 5speed 4door forrest green
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[18 Feb 2006|09:39am] |
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Well this afternoon the cheapshots and i start our exodus to Gainsville to play a crazy party at UF and im thinking its gonna be intense
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